It has been two years since I last posted....
Walt and I are at a place where we work together to give the kids the best of both worlds, maybe it will work and maybe it won't but either way the boys have us both:)
Currently I am trying to make a decision as to whether or not I am going to pull Masan out of school and home school him. Something has changed, not sure what or why but I know SOMETHING has changed and it isn't fair that he is making himself physically ill worrying about going to school. This decision has been harder than anything else I have dealt with over the past few months, and to be honest I am hoping that someone will read this and give me a suggestion about what to do.
It's really easy for someone on the outside to sit and judge me, but to have your child cry himself to sleep and have such anxiety that he is causing migraines and vomiting you really have to sit back and ask yourself is it worth it???? I don't think it is! I would rather spend time with him happy and excited about life, is that really too much to ask for? Granted I know that he will miss his friends, but we have this huge community of friends and their kids that I think after a while being home schooled will just become the normal thing to do. The fact that it has been cold and snowing like crazy the last few weeks is definitely something I need to think about as well. Heck Masan falls daily without the snow and ice! What to do what to do....hmmm Maybe I better sleep on it and call Special Services in the morning and see what our options are.
